2001-08-09 - 8:44 a.m.

I have the power in my hands, in my head, in my eyes, in my love for you. The power is that I can reach beyond all God's given senses and experience past that.

If a blind man asked me what it was to see..... Id describe how I see my reflection within your eyes, and tell him of the first time I seen you.... how impossible you made it for me to move, let alone think clear. The beauty you radiate leaves me paralyzed, and the wrath of this positivness is a complete ear to ear smile. If he asked me what it was to look into your eyes, Id tell him that he cannot possibly imagine what I see until he has "seen" the afterlife... the undescribable walk through the clouds that leaves peace within oneself.

If a deaf man asked me what it was to hear..... Id describe the way I hear you say I love you, and how meaningful it is to hear it come from your lips. If he asked me what it was like to hear you breathe, Id say that nothing compares to the unimaginable and unexplainable breath you take in my ear, just before you fall into rest. By closing my eyes, and just hearing you next to me.... breathing.... knowing that your presence is there, by smelling you in your own personal scent, its overwhelming.

If an unfortunate, paralyzed man asked me what it was to feel.. I wouldnt be able to tell him. Because the sensation of your touch is completly self satisfying, and words cannot place or label that. Your touch to me is addicting, and I feel privedged to be the one to feel your fingers between mine as we contently pass energy between us. There are no words that justify or rectify the ulimate ecstasy. Your wordless touch... You are in my senses.

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