2001-11-08 - 12:44 a.m.

Its about 1:00am. You think I can sleep?, no. I cannot sleep. These days I cannot even think properly. I dont know whats wrong with me, but Im sure that its bills, my car, and missing people. Basically in a nut shell, I believe thats it. I could write and write all night, and possibly make myself feel better, but I see no use. Words cant define the emotion that has been so overwhelming. So this is just a reminder to myself that things are still not as good as I wish them to be.

It's healthy to want, but its imparitive to *need*.

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