2002-01-06 - 5:35 p.m.

Hard Love

I just want to let you know that you helped me find a part of myself that I never knew was there. I just want to let you know that I would've died for you. I just want to let you know that all my words spoken to you were always out of love. I just want to let you know that I feel blessed to have you as part of my memories. I just want to let you know that I'm not sure if I will ever heal. I just want to let you know that I loved you more than myself. I just want to let you know that you are truly one of the finest human beings I've ever met. I just want to let you know that I was not always wrong, but I also know that I was not always right either. I just want to let you know that I'm glad we were civil. I just want to let you know that no one will ever take your place in my heart. I just want to let you know that I'm not looking for love, because I already found it, I'm just looking for qualities that I need. I just want to let you know that I've realized I'm just hard to love. I just want to let you know that I appreciate all that you've ever done for me. I just want to let you know that I will always be here for you whenever you need me. I just want to let you know that it will be hard to be around you, without acting on what I feel. I just want to let you know that I was really listening all the times you thought I wasn't. I just want to let you know your one of the most intriguing people I've come across. I just want to let you know that I understand what you need right now, and I also understand what I need to. I just want to let you know that it wasn't just because you weren't ready for marriage, but because I needed things you didn't. I just want to let you know that I'm not sure if I'll ever change, but I know that maybe you wont either. I just want to let you know that I do still think of you as much as I ever did. I just want to let you know that I still can't listen to the radio. I just want to let you know that I knew it was love because I've had the best times of my life with you. I just want to let you know that I'm still here. I just want to let you know that I'm still here, but I'm not waiting. I just want to let you know that I wish I could wait, but that wouldn't be fair to myself. I just want to let you know that you changed my life. I just want to let you know that it feels like it's my fault. I just want to let you know that I'm numb. I just want to let you know that I can't stop crying. I just want to let you know that I feel I'm not good enough. I just want to let you know that I feel I've lost my better half. I just want to let you know that you were my best friend. I just want to let you know that I think you're the most beautiful thing that I've ever seen. I just want to let you know that I really meant what I said when I got down on one knee. I just want to let you know that I'm still very much in love with you. I just want to let you know that I'm hurting... and I finally understand the meaning of pain. I just want to let you know that you deserve something special, .....and I want to let you know that I once thought it was me, .... But I guess I was wrong,.... Right?

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