2002-03-16 - 11:08 a.m.

You know... it's not that I wanted to be committed. It's not that I just finally wanted to settle down with someone. It's not that I just liked the sound of being engaged. I just knew that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you, I didnt care when or where we got married, I just liked the fact that we both knew it was each other that we sought to wed. I *never* in my life, ever thought that I could ever be with someone for a long time.. Marriage never seemed like a reality to me, and loving someone was never as cool as what other people made it out to me. And of course, I challenged it, and I fell in love with you. That's when I think I started realizing alot... realizing who I was, what I was, and where I wanted to be. You made all those sappy love songs on the radio make sense, you made all of my senses' overwhelmed, you made me feel in love, and loved as well.

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