2002-04-06 - 3:46 p.m.

I auditioned today... for a few local plays. A very respected theatre group, they are from Oak Grove Theatre in Staunton. It was fun,.. and the people are great. Ive decided that I really like people who like theatre, and artsy stuff. I guess it's because I mesh with them better... more things in common.

My birthday is this coming Tuesday, and I turn 20. Wow. I never thought I'd see the day where I was 18 let alone 20. People are starting to ask me if I feel older, .. but I think that feeling old is just a frame of mind. Because after I moved here to VA I started feeling older. I think it was the fact that I realized how far away from "home" I was, and how I was changing my life without anyone holding onto my hand anymore. Moving here has brought more than just that realization to me.... It has made me find myself better, who I really am, what I want out of life, or, rather, which direction I should be taking. It's odd, because from day to day, I could tell you different. :)

I also colored my hair the other day.. its kinda strawberry blonde,.. but it has really light highlites, and a really dark base. Im content with it at times, but for the most part, I think it will go back to my natural color. Tracey thinks that my natural color brings out my features more,... so maybe Ill go back dark. I'm giving it a few days to see if it grows on me. But I have to say-- it looks really good with the tan Ive been getting....

I'm going back to Michigan this coming Wednesday for my birthday, and Im so excited for it. Im always excited when I get to go home for a few days. Its like therapy for me, I think. My "comfot zone" if you will. Alot of my friends, and my family... my moms friends.. we are all going to Canada for my birthday on Friday night, the 12th. It will be such a riot! We are getting a few hotel rooms to stay in so that we dont have to drive back intoxicated, and I think we might go to the casino too. I guess that Thursday Rachael wants to take me to Menjo's bar in Detroit.. which will be cool... and Im assuming we will hit Numbers afterwards. Sat night I think I am going to my friends house (she just bought a house) , or Ill be going to the "Tri". I dunno. Im sure by that time I'll be bar'red out! but who knows!

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