2002-06-09 - 3:39 p.m.

Its so difficult to tell yourself that your ready for something when you know your not.

I watched the world slip from my hands yesterday, rather, slither away from my car. I sat paralyzed for moments. And pulled up to the light, wondering what I was supposed to do next... it was like, my world ended, and I was unable to think. I felt uncomfortable, loosing my comfort in the sad goodbye's tone. The red light turned green, I cried. I wept so hard I put my glasses on so that no one could watch me in my weakness.

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