2002-07-17 - 9:03 a.m.

At night I dream of waking up to you every morning. Rolling over to see you in all of your innocence, lying there half clothed between the sheets and in my arms. I'd always getoverwhelmed because you'd stare at me with those fairy eyes and dismiss any confidence I had in myself. Only you could do that to me. You broke me down in so many ways that I never thought another human being could do. Your beauty stunned me in those morning hours just as they did when your face was done and ready for the day. You'd amaze me with your talents. Talents in which I was in awe over, in which I adored and was so proud of you for.

This distance is killing me. I'm okay, but I'm not..... I've lost my best friend in a sense. I've lost my better half. I've always wanted to be the best person I could for you; the type of person that could be your #1. And now-- your 600 miles away and I can't imagine going another day without giving you a hug. I need you. And I think that you need me too. There's so much left in life to experience, and I couldn't imagine another person that I would rather experience that with than you.

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