2004-01-12 - 11:50 p.m.

Trying to find Christel Koos has been extremely hard. I'm surrounded by pictures, memories, thoughts, words, and people who knew her,.. .. who I *thought* I was, but maybe I wasn't. I've decided not to give a damn. I never really have, but I have, you know? I have to love me before anyone else will, right? I've been okay, ... good times, bad times... but I'm still here... just me and my girl Micque. Every now and then writing clips and phrases of what I mean and how I feel in this little techno-diary.

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