2004-04-23 - 8:28 p.m.

It would have been nice

To see you standing there

wrapped in charm

and a grin to bare

Watching me

just as I watch you

in all the beauty

I proceived true

But yet

here we are, alas

I cannot speak much more

but it would have been nice.

It would have been nice

to see you with those eyes

just as firey as mine

yeilding to lust

and falling for contenment

I never knew

me to stoop my superority

to bide by my unwinnings

and compromise my impulses,

but, it would have been nice.

To not wake up every morn'

to your fists in my face

and my sorries rolling off my tongue

But, it would have been nice

to have someone who actually deserved me

that loved me as much as you said you did

and someone who could show me

that I was the most important thing to them

wiping my tears back

in my aweful state

that would have been cured with a kiss

but, that would have been nice, too.

And here I am

I should feel such sorrow

because I broke it off

with a weakness that has my loving soul

no more

will I allow myself to settle

for someone who made me feel

as belittled as you

and if you ask

I hope that God helps me to refuse any offer you try to seronade me with

Because I *dont* want you back

But, it would have been nice.

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