2004-10-11 - 4:21 p.m.

All I want in life
is this soft light on my skin
when the sun retires from the sky
the warm breeze blowing by
all I want is to make an imprint
an impact, a quote, a change, a new beginning
to this world
thats infinatly spinning
I cant help get lost
in the eyes of everyday
I cant help get sad
Who am I?
What do I really need?
Why do I feel
the way I do?
How do I help myself feel better
Why isnt anyone fair?
Why cant anyone step outside themselves?
people think Im so selfish...
but why is it that
Im always the one getting hurt then?
I feel like I try so hard
If not, why does my body feel like it has?
I feel beaten, battered Im lost within myself
drowning desperatly
scratching, scraping to get out
if air was within my reach
then all could see who I really am
and maybe this world is fiction
in a realists point of view
Maybe we all just contradict ourselves
for lack of truth but for personaility
maybe we dont really know what we
really mean Maybe apologies are only as true as
the person who says it is.
You never know.

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