2005-08-01 - 2:02 a.m.

Its been a year. We've been dating for over a year now, Megan and I. And like all, we have had our ups and our downs but we always manage to find each other in the middle somewhere saying our "sorries". She's gone right now, to HOPE College across the state. Which reminds me that I probably wouldnt be writing if she was here because Id be too busy laying in bed next to the most beautiful girl in the world. Anyhow, so this leaves me sitting here at 2 o'clock in the morning wishing I could fall asleep next to her. I will agree that sometimes its nice to sprall out and sleep by yourself, BUT there is something about her that calms me when its time for bed. Its almost like a "homey" feel. You know that feeling... the one you used to get when you came home to a nice warm house from a cold, snowy walk home from school. You can smell dinner cooking on the stove and everyone is just sitting around talking, laughing. yeah, ... that feeling. That feeling like you just know your right where your supposed to be. I guess that would be the best way I can describe it. And you know, its odd because we spend all of our time together.... all of our time. Shes my best friend, shes my girlfriend, shes my partner, my lover, my confidon. And you would think that we would just get SICK of each other. BUT... we dont. I think every now and then we get a little "irritated" with one another just because we are in our own little "group"... but its really actually quite sweet that she is my best friend. For me it doesnt take times for me to miss her to realize how much I love her,... but it definatly does reinforce it. :)

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